Everybody around continue the song ...

It takes time...

It will happen some day...

Don't search for it but let it happen...

I don't believe it.

I would like to think like this. Forget this part of my mind and just remain peacefull until the day it happens because you meet someone and feel fine with this particular person...

But I can't ! I can't just forget it nor forget that I feel broken in my heart, missing a part of it !

And I continue to look around, see people happy with their loved ones.

Why can't I have it myself too ? Why can't I be close to someone else either ? Just feeling loved, feeling this immense desire in the eyes of another human being, desire for love either, desire for peace and calm in the arm of someone else.

And then I would come, open my arms, listen to her heart...

And I would forget the world around but just her there and her heart.

But not now, and only remains this anger and this envy sometime to throw anything around me...